counting down the time

counting down the time...
6 hours to go...


I'm getting OLDER  
huaaaaa,,, nononononoooooo

Adhitia Sofyan

• Adelaide Sky
  
  
  
  I need to know what's on your mind
  These coffee cups are getting cold
  Mind the people passing by
  They don't know I'll be leaving soon
  
  I'll fly away tomorrow
  To far away
  I'll admit a cliché
  Things won't be the same without you
  
  I'll be looking at my window seeing Adelaide sky
  Would you be kind enough to remember
  I'll be hearing my own foot steps under Adelaide sky
  Would you be kind enough to remember me
  
  I'll let you know what's on my mind
  I wish they've made you portable
  Then i'll carry you around and round
  I bet you'll look good on me
  
  I'll fly away tomorrow
  It's been fun
  I'll repeat the cliché
  Things won't be the same without you
  
  I've been meaning to call you soon
  But we're in different times
  You might not be home now
  Would you take a message
  I'll try to stay awake
  And fight your presence in my head

f.e.e.l

really don't know with what I'm feeling about!became a strangers for him 
I'm always getting mad if he ask for me to care for him
getting angry for no reason
and I always disappointed him
I love him
for God sake, I love him so much!!
I always dreaming that I will getting married with him,
growing old together with him
having much babies with him
make a good family with him
making EVERYTHING with our heart, our love
but,,
now, I'm not sure  can trough our dreams
its because I'm not sure with my heart
I'm not sure with our family
I'm not sure with his family
I'm not sure with my family

AND I'm not sure that he is the only man that I love!
it sounds crazy.
yup,
I'm falling in love, AGAIN!!

and its with the other guy.
he is my best friend
I don't know when its start
I love my bf because he always there wherever and whenever I needed
I love my bf because he always cares to me
I love my bf because my family can receive him very well, and its not same as my family could receive my boy.
I love my bf because he is so funny! he always makes me laugh when I'm down.
I love my bf because, because he's just the way he is

#dilemma#

my bf said that he loves me

aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I'm getting crazy with this situation!!!!!

sayangggg,, I love youuuu,,
and YOU, I love you too
but,
is it possible for me to have 2 BOYFRIENDS at the same time??!!?!?


#backsound : audy-janji diatas ingkar#